uuu, tonight i dreamt in russian again Oo
about how i came back and everybody just took it as if i was absent for a couple of days) and there was nothing exiting in my life again, there was just routine.
and don't get me wrong, it didn't feel bad or really upsetting, i just didn't get it) i was really confused and couldn't understand why...
it is probably because yesterday we had our "last organisation meeting" (haha 2 months earlier than necessary) and talked about all that stuff how we come back home and what's gonna change etc. but i woke up with the weirdest feeling today and it is still not letting go... i do not know what it's gonna be like when i come home, but i am not afraid. that's what i have decided already a while ago. but you know what, please don't make this dream come true, ok?) at least for a couple of weeks)))