well, that's it
we're done. officially and for real.
went to the graduation, cried my eyes out, hugged a million people and said too many goodbyes...
went to some party, but found it lame and left at about 1:30.
came home, looked at the pictures and felt devastated and completely empty.
that pinky-promise and that "if you need a place to stay anytime, just find me" and those tears, all "not goodbyes but see-you-later's" all the wet-face smiles
i just can't do it again! do you understand? i can not do it one more time, it's too painful... it's too much for a sixteen-year-old.
i dont know. and now i've gotta leave in 10 hours. and some of them, i'm not gonna see for god-knows-how-long if at all...
my head is too messed up right now.


P.S. and u guys are done too now... congratulations! and i guess, i'll see u at graduation...? and good luck